Even slept in a crazy bunch until past 10am. Okay, that's a lie. I slept in until 6:30am and then dozed, thought, cried, and moped in bed for the following 4 hours.
Eating about 1.5 meals per day. I don't eat because of hunger, but because I just need to maintain. I need to maintain my weight, my energy, and just keep on pressing. Sometimes having an emphasis on flavor helps: cheese, garlic, a medley of vegetables.
I don't know. I don't know what to do for myself.
Now it's 12:13am and I know I need to sleep. I know I am tired and worn out, but I cannot sleep. I haven't had a single night of uninterrupted sleep in 5 months.
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